Being pregnant this time is very different. I talk about all the things I used to talk about and that I hope for our baby, a girl/a boy, a healthy baby etc. but in the end I don't truly believe there will be a baby. Is this normal I think probably. I hope baby Niall will be happy and healthy but "I will have to see it to believe it" as they say.
The other night I was at dinner with some friend and I found myself talking normally about all those things we hope for with baby Niall. It was really nice. I hope there are more moments that I feel normal. I think part of the reason I left so normal is it was such a natural conversation. Thank you Mo and Erin for making me feel like a normal pregnant lady.
Please pray for me as I pray for you. God Bless.